State of Depression: Depressive mood, cheerlessness Loss of interest, fatigue, loss, of energy Psychomotoric retardation/ agitation Inability to think clearly, concentration difficulties, indecisiveness Feelings of guilt, worthlessness Sleeping disorders Appetite & weight loss Thoughts of death/ suicide, suicidal attempts 1Kings 19:1 When Ahab got home, he told Jezebel what Elijah had done and that he had slaughtered the prophets of Baal. 2 So Jezebel sent this message to Elijah: “May the gods also kill me if by this time tomorrow I have failed to take your life like those whom you killed.” 3 Elijah was afraid and fled for his life. He went to Beersheba, a town in Judah, and he left his servant there. 4 Then he went on alone into the desert, traveling all day. He sat down under a solitary broom tree and prayed that he might die. “I have had enough, Lord,” he said. “Take my life, for I am no better than my ancestors.” 5 Then he lay down and slept under the broom tree. But as he was sleeping, an angel touched him and told him, “Get up and eat!” 6 He looked around and saw some bread baked on hot stones and a jar of water! So he ate and drank and lay down again. 7 Then the angel of the Lord came again and touched him and said, “Get up and eat some more, for there is a long journey ahead of you.” 8 So he got up and ate and drank, and the food gave him enough strength to travel forty days and forty nights to Mount Sinai, the mountain of God. 9 There he came to a cave, where he spent the night. This is depression at its finest in the Bible. Elijah had just killed hundreds of Baal’s prophets. He proved that God is thee god of the world by lighting a wet Bull on by just praying. He has just done something great. But now he is running for his life in fear. He is so scared that he gets depressed. In verse 4 he has suicide thoughts. He hates his life. In verses 6-7 it shows that he has lost his appetite and has not eaten enough for his journey. I know some of you have faced situations like this. You feel like you have ran into a dead end and you don’t know how to escape. Maybe you have every symptom of depression, but you think it is too late. If you know Elijah you know that he is one of the greatest prophets in the Bible. This army went to him and said, “hey Man of God, come down.” He replied, “if I am a Man of God let fire come down from heaven and consume you.” That happened like 3 times. He killed like 153 people in all. If Elijah decided that his life was not worth it any more that would not have happened. Israel would have continued to rebel against God, and we would probably not be here right now. Don’t allow situations to overcome you. You have control over your life. Yeah mistakes happen and trouble comes, but you still have today, tomorrow, and the rest of your life to have fun. If John Elway dropped his head every time it seemed like life sucked, he would not have won three Super Bowl rings, gone into the hall of fame, and be nicked name the come back kid. You guys are great. Don’t let anyone ever tell you anything less. For God created you to be the best you. Me, I think I have made the best of opportunity given to me. I can play a lot sports, have a lot of knowledge on guy things, and have that confidence that not a lot people can take from me. The same goes with you guys. What are you good at? What do you want to be good at? What do want out of this world? There are so many things that the world offers. There are things to see, things to do, and things to have. But how can you ever experience any of that if you give up? Understand the situation, with a good attitude 2 Samuel 12:13 Then David confessed to Nathan, “I have sinned against the Lord.” Nathan replied, “Yes, but the Lord has forgiven you, and you won’t die for this sin. 14 But you have given the enemies of the Lord great opportunity to despise and blaspheme him, so your child will die.” 15 After Nathan returned to his home, the Lord made Bathsheba’s baby deathly ill. 16 David begged God to spare the child. He went without food and lay all night on the bare ground. 17 The leaders of the nation pleaded with him to get up and eat with them, but he refused. 18 Then on the seventh day the baby died. David’s advisers were afraid to tell him. “He was so broken up about the baby being sick,” they said. “What will he do to himself when we tell him the child is dead?” 19 But when David saw them whispering, he realized what had happened. “Is the baby dead?” he asked. “Yes,” they replied. 20 Then David got up from the ground, washed himself, put on lotions, and changed his clothes. Then he went to the Tabernacle and worshiped the Lord. After that, he returned to the palace and ate. 21 His advisers were amazed. “We don’t understand you,” they told him. “While the baby was still living, you wept and refused to eat. But now that the baby is dead, you have stopped your mourning and are eating again.” 22 David replied, “I fasted and wept while the child was alive, for I said, ‘Perhaps the Lord will be gracious to me and let the child live.’ 23 But why should I fast when he is dead? Can I bring him back again? I will go to him one day, but he cannot return to me.” 24 Then David comforted Bathsheba, his wife, and slept with her. She became pregnant and gave birth to a son, and they named him Solomon. The Lord loved the child 25 and sent word through Nathan the prophet that his name should be Jedidiah—“beloved of the Lord”—because the Lord loved him. David was sad. He was borderline depressed. But he cried to God hoping that God would change the situation. Then when he couldn’t change anything anymore, he went back and did his thing. Did he give up? No. He understood that he was being punished and that he couldn’t do anything anymore. He couldn’t bring the child back to life. In your life and in the situations you face, there is a difference between giving up, and knowing when you can’t do anything anymore. Think through every situation with a clear mind and move on when you need to. Pray and give that hurt to God Psalm 102 Praying and telling God how you feel is allows good too. Reading the Psalms is also good. I can’t explain what it is, but knowing that someone else feels the way I do, makes me feel better. The Psalms do that. Giving it to God is reaching for that help as well. “A God who overcomes you with love, not a God of rules & prohibitions. This was a God who, if you ask, forgives you no matter how far down in the well you are. If I didn’t believe that I couldn’t live.” Kenyon. |